it doesn't matter that I am broken inside
there is no reason for you to count the tears I cried
cause you know it doesn't matter, no it doesn't matter
so you just keep breathing, don't worry about me
I will be the strong one giving everyone else what they need
cause you know it doesn't matter, no it doesn't matter
cause I have been broken for so long
and I keep trying so hard to be strong
it's all I can do to keep from crying
I don't want anyone to know that inside I am dying
sometimes I swear I am being eaten alive
trying to get through just one moment more to survive
it doesn't matter that I am bleeding to death
and all I can do sometimes is just hold my breath
cause you know I am the one who has got it together
so just do what you have to do to get by
I will always be there to take away the tears you cry
cause you know I am the one who has got it all together
cause you know I never break in front of anyone
I only do it by myself when I am alone with no one
I never let anyone hold me in their arms and comfort me
cause I am the one that's got to be there for everybody
sometimes I swear I am being eaten alive
trying to get through just one moment more to survive
it doesn't matter that the smile on my face isn't real
and it doesn't matter that sometimes pain is all I feel
cause only a broken soul can heal the broken
you can lean on me and I will be strong for you
I have died inside every night but you never even knew
cause only a broken soul can heal the broken
cause for so long I have washed myself with tears
and in the night I scream with pain no one hears
and no one knows what it's like to have demons in your head
to want to scream, to want to cry but smiling instead
sometimes I swear I am being eaten alive
trying to get through just one moment more to survive
you should give yourself a balance in life... take care of your needs before others... and sometimes it is good to show breaking because the advice of friends can be the best remedy. There is no shame in that.
If you ever need a remedy... look to a band with some sort of uplifting quality... be it the beat of the music or the lyrics... I prefer that to help the most when having problems.
rock on...