should I embrace the darkness and reject the light
for my eyes have turned darker than the night
don't you see the abyss when you look into my eyes
or are you just watching as every inch of me dies
is my camaflouge smile that convincing to everyone
that they don't even know that the life inside me is gone
no one has thought to check my pulse for life
they are programmed to think everything is all right
Chorus
Just because I am breathing
doesn't make me alive
little by little
I am dying inside
my reflection has dissappeared
all that's left inside me is pain and fear
I am broken and can not be fixed
doesn't anyone have anything in their bag of tricks
to make me feel okay again
so i no longer have to pretend
the sun is hiding from me during the day
and there's nothing I can do to make me feel okay
Chorus
I am bleeding
I am needing
something to me me real
so that pain isn't all I feel
Chorus
This one's wonderful. Honestly. Although melancholic in some ways I can understand this feeling too. Great job in this one. Keep up your writing. Never give it up!