you have mastered the art of making me feel bad
making me cry tears of sorrow feeling so sad
you have a talent for driving me out of my mind
a compliment coming from you is so hard to find
I've spent my whole life making a career out of trying to please you
but it never does any good cause there is nothing I can seem to do
I have failed so many times that I can't even count them anymore
and love is scarce so like an animal hunting for food I search for
Chrous
someone who loves me, is there anyone out there
is there anyone who hears me, does anyone care
I don't want to be invisible forever
can't it be that I don't deserve better
cause I am drowning in your ocean of misery
and I don't know how to even start to break free
you have painted a portrait of my low self esteem
you have tossed away every single dream I dream
don't you understand that I can't always be perfect
I am crying out for love and I am getting desperate
like a microscope you analyze every inch of my skin
criticizing every inch of me like I am a sin
you just look at me and I immediately have to turn away in pain
cause I just automatically feel like I am burning in your shame
chorus
you break me like I am a toy
you rip out all of my joy
I have a passion for life
but you just keep leaving me in strife
well, I can't take it anymore
I keep looking for
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