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I look at your smile that shines like the brightest summer day

but it burns my eyes like a fire and I have to look away

and I look at where I am now and I wish I could dissappear

cause this isn't what I want, I really wish I wasn't here

I want to close my eyes cause it's the only place

where I could be with you and that I could touch your face

but your there and he's here and I am just existing

sometimes I want to just give up cause I'm sick of living



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cause it's killing me

tearing me apart

ripping me into pieces

destroying my heart

I am dying inside

but no one knows

and the garden of pain

it just expands and grows



I am a mistake and I am the deepest sin

and I don't want to be loved or let anyone in

cause I am disgusted by this so called love

a manipulative mind game and I've had quite enough

don't get me wrong I love you but I know you don't love me

and I have someone here who just doesn't seem to see

that something is wrong, why can't he see it in my eyes

is he not looking hard enough or is he ignoring all the signs

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no more love, no more romance

no good night kiss, no one last dance

cause I am still empty, I never feel alive

and I am just barely breathing able to survive

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