locked in a cold dark prison without an escape
waiting for this pain that I feel to fade
I wait quietly while I drop to my knees in prayer
cause all of the pain that I feel is hard to bare
I am in chains and I am reaching as far as I can
desperately trying with all that I have, with all I am
I am so afraid and so tired of fighting this war
I wish that I could just surrender and not fight anymore
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I'm crying out
Jesus, can you hear me
I'm down on my knees
please stay here with me
and hold me till the storm is over
I'm crying out to you
bleeding internally and screaming inside
melting with every tear that I've cried
sleepless nights come and go as the days go by
cause I can't sleep no matter how hard I try
so I close my eyes and I wonder how long
cause all along I have tried to be strong
but it gets harder and harder with every day
sometimes I just want all of this pain to go away
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I could scream a thousand curse words
I could blame you for all that I go through
I could taste the bitterness upon my lips
and touch hatred with my fingertips
but instead I will raise my hands and say let it be
cause I will do whatever you ask of me
and though I am tired and worn to the bone
I know that I have never been on my own
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sounds painful...Pam