will I fade away on your bad days as you silently cry
will I always just blend in with the clouds in the sky
will I always be rejected by your hurting heart forever
will I always be left behind for someone you think is better
I sit and I wait until you are ready to turn to me for love
but in the past in your world I have never been good enough
I am taboo in your heart and forbidden in your mind
and you walk in the other direction and just left me behind
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can't you see that I carried and hung upon that cross
and you will never understand how much that cost
can't you see me standing here reaching out my hand
trying to reach you and show you who I really am
is this life you live worth what I died for and went through
why is my love and all I have not good enough for you
I brought you to life and I gave you breath and a heartbeat
and for me you do nothing you can't even get on your feet
to offer me praise, instead you ignore me and curse my name
and you blame me for everything wrong in your life, all the pain
you push me out of your life but I refuse to go away
hoping that you will find me by your side one day
I embrace you in my arms at night but you don't even know
you don't feel me here so you just want me to go
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I'm looking down on you
can't you see all that I do
oh I want you to let me catch you when you fall
I want you to let me see you through it all
oh will I always fade away on your bad days as you silently cry
will I always just blend in with the clouds in the sky
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sometimes things are worth waiting for maybe but patience is not one of my virtues...this was very well done and sorry I was so backed up on emails and finally went to the last and worked my way up and found this beautiful poem..obviously patience is a virtue with you cuz you never sent it to me a second time unless I haven't come across it yet I am so terribly backed up lol suffice it to say thanks for sending my way and well done...Pam