a pain too deep to cry
so I just hold it inside
can't tell anyone about it
cause it is too horrible and private
but keeping it locked up inside me
is tearing me apart but no one can see
they look at my face and wonder what's wrong
but they don't ask they just walk along
I turn to God but I don't want to tell him
cause I'm so ashamed of this terrible sin
so instead I just ask him to help me through
cause as days pass I just don't know what to do
and the nights get longer and longer every time
and every day it gets harder to pretend that I'm fine
but no one but God hears the silent cries of my heart
that minute by minute tear my soul completely apart