my whole world is falling apart
I can't hold this pain inside my heart
it is sucking my blood out like a leech
and happiness seems so out of reach
I want to hide away and dissappear
cause it's obvious no one wants me here
why do you insist on judging me
when you don't even know me?
when I see people I know walk by
I'm forced to fake a smile as I say hi
but on the inside i am fading away
dying in the absolute worst way
cause while my body lives my soul dies
and while my face smiles my heart cries
I am locked away in these chains
can anyone save me from this pain?
cause while you are laughing and having a good time
I am struggling, on my knees, begging to feel fine
while you are living, I am dying inside
cause your words killed me and took away my life
and the worst part is you don't even care
and when I needed help the most no one was ever there
the whole galaxy is overflowing with my pain
cause I am the one people are so quick to blame
so if one day you look and I am not here
and it seems that I am missing and disappeared
don't be alarmed, don't worry in dismay
cause we all knew you never needed me anyway
and I'm sure we can all agree
that you won't even miss me
why does the murderer get to live on every day
while the victim always dies anyway?
tell me how am I suppossed to be happy
when you came along and killed me?
but don't worry that I am in agony
from the knife you stuck inside of me
don't worry that I am dying more than anyone ever knew
because I will use my last breath to ask forgiveness for you