I dry my eyes so you can't see
what I have hidden deep inside of me
I put on a mask that I wear through the day
the sharp pains in my heart is the price I pay
I hide behind a smile that later becomes a frown
so that nobody ever sees me when I get down
when I get home and am alone in my room
everything about me that everyone would assume
falls off of me and onto the floor
cause I know that I can't hide it anymore
the tears fall and shatter like glass
everything in my life starts to crash
I fall apart every night and no one knows
looking into my eyes it never really shows
no one really cares about this routine
that remains silent and completely unseen
so I break and cry myself to sleep again
until the morning when I have to pretend