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everytime I start to be happy I fall back down again

everytime I think I'm going to be okay I reach a dead end

everytime I start to smile I feel like I'm going to cry

everytime I feel alive inside I once again start to die

everytime I solve one problem another problem appears

everytime I start to laugh it brings to life my tears

if it's not one thing it's another, pain that I just can't ignore

once I finally stop hurting inside it hurts again more than before

I feel so alone, so frustrated, will I ever feel all right

will I ever be able to make sense of this so called life

will I ever be happy without having to feel like shit afterwards

I wish I could tell someone how I feel but the pain can't be described in words