he screams in silence, he excites with pouting
I sit in fear wondering if he will start shouting
I am so scared
is he angry at me, did I do something wrong
minutes turn into hours it's been so long
I am so scared
he speaks in silent treatment, he smiles a frown
he looks at me by looking away, staring at the ground
I am so scared
so many times this has happened in the past
and I never know how long it is going to last
I am so scared
he notices me by ignoring me, he hears me by not listening
and my heart hurts every time, it stings and it's blistering
I am so scared
my skin is prickling, my head is pounding, fear consumes me
I'm shaking and trying to hide so that I can no longer see
I am so scared
will it end in peace or will it end in violence
as he sits there pouting screaming in silence
I am so scared