Conditioned to fear

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he screams in silence, he excites with pouting

I sit in fear wondering if he will start shouting

I am so scared



is he angry at me, did I do something wrong

minutes turn into hours it's been so long

I am so scared



he speaks in silent treatment, he smiles a frown

he looks at me by looking away, staring at the ground

I am so scared



so many times this has happened in the past

and I never know how long it is going to last

I am so scared



he notices me by ignoring me, he hears me by not listening

and my heart hurts every time, it stings and it's blistering

I am so scared



my skin is prickling, my head is pounding, fear consumes me

I'm shaking and trying to hide so that I can no longer see

I am so scared



will it end in peace or will it end in violence

as he sits there pouting screaming in silence

I am so scared

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