do I hide the pain well
pretend it's heaven when it's hell
do my eyes hide the tears
do my jokes hide my fears
does my mask seem so real
do you even know how I really feel
how many times will you look at me
before you look deep enough and see
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I'm dying all alone
I'm completely on my own
I have disappeared
turned into a tear
falling from my eyes at night
I am far away out of sight
I cry out for someone to save me
from this monster that drives me crazy
I sit alone and I cry every single night
I just wish someone could hold me tight
just so I could feel comfort in the pain
just so I could feel the reality in the insane
I can pretend that everything's okay
but really I want everyone to go away
cause it gets so hard to smile
I can only do it for a little while
how long can I fool everyone for
cause this is becoming a big chore
how many times will you look at me
before you look deep enough and see
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I made a wish on a star today
I asked for the pain to go away
I wouldn't make another wish if it came true
if only the star in the sky knew
how much it would mean to me
but I guess what is is whats meant to be
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