Look at my disappearing act

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2005

do I hide the pain well

pretend it's heaven when it's hell

do my eyes hide the tears

do my jokes hide my fears

does my mask seem so real

do you even know how I really feel

how many times will you look at me

before you look deep enough and see



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I'm dying all alone

I'm completely on my own

I have disappeared

turned into a tear

falling from my eyes at night

I am far away out of sight

I cry out for someone to save me

from this monster that drives me crazy

I sit alone and I cry every single night

I just wish someone could hold me tight

just so I could feel comfort in the pain

just so I could feel the reality in the insane



I can pretend that everything's okay

but really I want everyone to go away

cause it gets so hard to smile

I can only do it for a little while

how long can I fool everyone for

cause this is becoming a big chore

how many times will you look at me

before you look deep enough and see

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I made a wish on a star today

I asked for the pain to go away

I wouldn't make another wish if it came true

if only the star in the sky knew

how much it would mean to me

but I guess what is is whats meant to be

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