bleeding, a thick sort of blood
unfeeling, I am so numb
I come to you and then I'm alive
up in the clouds, flying up in the sky
and I really don't want to ever come down
I do not want to feel my feet touching the ground
I cringe when I see you with her wishing it was me
all I want is a chance with you, a chance to make you happy
but for now
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I'll try not to breathe
I'll try not to count my chickens before they hatch
I'll try not to dream of you of you in my sleep
I'll try not to wonder where you are at
I'll try to go on with my life
I'll try to dream a different dream
I'll try to deal with this pain and strife
I'll try to wipe the slate clean
I'll try not to love you anymore
I'll try not to look at your beauty
I'll try not to love you like before
I'll try not to breathe
watching, wishing it was a tv show
and this wasn't really reality that I know
I come to you but I have to back away
you love someone else so you say
and I really don't want to hear that
I cover my ears, go into fantasy and never come back
I cringe when I see you kiss her wishing you could see
all I want is a chance, a chance to make you happy
but for now
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how I want you
but she's got you
how I love you
if only you knew
she treats you bad
I wonder why you let her
if you give me a chance
I'll treat you so much better
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I can really relate to that, I like the chorus best, with the repitition of I'll try~ x