stare into my eyes
eat up all of my lies
a fake smile for you to trace
memorize it and rip it from my face
slap me with your silence and insults
draw my attention to all my faults
cut into my heart with your knife
weild from me all of the love for life
mold me into a robot to please you
then tell me I'm bad no matter what I do
sell me all these lines that murder my self esteem
haunt me in my nightmares break into my dreams
make the world collapse hard upon my head
with every single word that you have said
play with my mind, confuse me with your mind games
condition me to be afraid, it's me your anger tames
laugh to yourself every time you see the tears uncried
place the pain where you want it in my heart deep inside
picture the plots against me in your mind and gain my trust
and then once again hurt me worse than before if you must
crush me in your hardened hands
your heart never really understands
you find this fun all of this amusing
and this war this game I am losing
you are losing me, I am fading away
burning in your pain more every day
shoot me down, put your bullet in my skin
okay I surrender I give up, and now you win
is this what you wanted, is this what you desired
you don't want me, I'm bad as your daughter I am fired
you planted a seed then pulled out the roots
I will never grow again into any more fruits
you gave me breath then took it away from me
grabbed my neck and wouldn't let my soul free
you beat me to the ground and I fell to my knees
no one would keep my heart warm so it started to freeze
emotional abuse did a number to me all of these years
it was the number one thing that brought to life my tears
drown me in the big ocean waves crashing above my head
kill me more and more each minute till I am completely dead
hey, that was wonderful, very mind blowing in a sense, its like a slap in the face cause some people really are that way. its great