if ever I knew love would you ever let that moment end
if ever you stepped into my mind would you be able to face me again
if you saw the shadows and heard the voices what would you do
and say
could you look me in the eye and tell me that I should be able to make them go away
I really don't think so
if ever you lived my life can you tell me you could handle it better than me
that I am just weak and not tying hard enough because I know that you really don't see
you don't see what I see, you don't hear what I hear, you don't feel what I feel
so don't you dare tell me that I am making this up and that none of it is real
because you really don't know
if ever I found heaven could you ever really take it away
if ever I spoke real words would you listen to what I say
if ever you saw the shadows on my wall and heard the voices in my head
could you honestly tell me it made you feel alive and that you never felt dead
maybe you really couldn't tell
if you could walk a mile in my shoes do you really think you could
and even if you did can you honestly tell me you really would
if you could switch places with me would you really want to
cause you think it's so easy I'd like to see what you'd do
so welcome to my living hell