you look into my eyes
all you see are lies
you never believe a word I say
you think I lie just so I can see him today
you say that you trust me
but this isn't trust that I see
you make us go anywhere you go
we want to stay home but you say "no"
you will not leave us alone at any time
you make our love seem like a big crime
you make me feel like I'm doing something dirty and wrong
even though I know it is not and I've felt that all along
I get so sick of the lectures, I just want to breakdown and cry
I get so sick of you thinking that I am living one big lie
I've not given you one reason to not trust me, not one reason
yet with no evidence at all you always try me for treason
I don't know how much more of these lectures I can take
soon enough your going to be sorry and I am going to brake
I love him and he is so worth it to me
but I really wish that you would for once let us be
you keep pushing me and pushing me and I am getting sick of it
I really don't know if I can take much more of your shit
the lectures go on and on and on, I wish that I could break free
but I will accept it all because he is more than worth it to me
i feel the same way about my mom.
sometimes trust needs to be earned...I am one to trust everyone til they give me a reason not to and once they do...it is very hard to trust again...some people may need trust to be earned in someway...different strokes for different folks but ya, must be frustrating...good thoughts on the page...show it to the one who doesn't trust and curious how they respond...Pam