as the night falls and darkness drapes over the sky
as I watch the light as it turns to leave and say goodbye
as my dreams cloud up in a hazel of smoke and ashes rise
as thoughts run through my head telling myself so many lies
as I close my eyes and dream of a nightmare within me
as I look in a mirror and my distorted image is all I see
I'm not afriad
as tears fall from my eyes hammering into my soul inside
as pain curls itself up in my heart and tries to hide
as the hurt builds up and the smile on my face starts to break
as the happiness within me sleeps and can't seem to wake
as I taste the salt of my tears and it poisons me more
as my pain becomes real as it has never been real before
I'm not afraid
as silence cuts my throat and the blood runs down my neck
as my final moments of my life come and I take my last breath
as death walks towards me and reaches out to take my hand
as adrenaline rushes through my bloodstream as fast as it can
as the world around me spins making me dizzy I fall to the ground
as death approaches me I don't know what to say so I don't make a sound
I'm not afraid
as the night devours me like a midnight snack it tiptoes to get
as my mind fills clear of things I should of said, things I regret
as the obsessions in my mind haunt me in a dark corner of my bed
as voices speak to me and won't keep quiet, I hear them in my head
as people laugh at me and call me names and criticize me all through life
as I sit alone in my room for hours just staring at that tangible knife
I"m not afraid
WOW, that is really good i like your poems.
thanx i liek ur poem too!!
I can relate i have felt this way the last few days myself my boyfrend left me monday night and i dont think he is comeing back and i miss him so so much i don"t know what to do with myself i feel this exact same way. TERESA RIFE