maybe someday I'll understand
why you love me for who I am
when I pray at night I never forget to say
"I love you", I tell you every single day
but at night I am curled up in a corner of my bed
so scared and paranoid about what I have heard said
and I pray and say "God please help me through
help me know that I am protected by you"
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I want to taste your prescence like a summer rain
I want to feel it wash away every drop of my pain
I want to keep that feeling by my side everywhere I go
because I love you in every way, I love you so
I want to see your love in every color in every painting
I want to hear your voice like a church bell waiting
for people to come inside so it can lead them to your unconditional love
and I can't wait till someday you welcome me home to your kingdom above
once upon a time there was a king
who got up on a cross and gave everything
layed his life down for you and for me to live
gave until he had nothing more to give
so if anyone is desperate like I am now
don't ask him why and don't ask him how
because just when you think all hope is lost
a drop of blood will fall down from the cross
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I was pacing back and forth across the floor
and thinking about how I couldn't go on anymore
and just then a little bit of blood fell from the sky
and before I knew it the blood was spilling cause you died
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This is beautiful,Em.Pam