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I don't want to be here

I wish I could just dissapear

I don't want the attention I am recieving

I'm sick of people telling me to keep believing

I don't want you to tell me I am depressed

I don't want to hear about how I am stressed

I don't want you to say I always have to have a problem

I don't want to have emotions I just want to be solemn



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I really don't want to speak

I don't want to be labled as weak

I want to make it all go away

and I keep trying every day

but I can't find a cure

so that I am not this way anymore

why can't I control the way I'm feeling

what is wrong with the way I am dealing

that makes me the way I am

it happens again and again

and I don't know why

it makes me want to cry

tears that sting my eyes



I don't want to be around

I don't want to make a sound

I want to be invisible so that no one can see

the way that I sometimes turn out to be

and when I think it really hurts me to know

that I always seem to sometimes lose control

why am I such a failure when it comes to this

I get so sick and tired of this reacurring shit

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I can't help but wonder if this is the way I'll always be

if it is will I ever be able to accept this side of me

and I know that I am a really good person most of the time

but when I get like this all I want to do is run and hide

it's a battle I fight, an illness that grows inside my heart

and sometimes it tears me to peices and rips me all apart

I just want to make it vanish into thin air and evaporate

I don't want to believe that this may be a part of my fate

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