aching inside
burning alive
with every illusion
with every delusion
every minute, every hour
pain has left me devoured
eating my brain up with gnawing hunger
a storm inside of me roaring like thunder
pacing around, paranoid and anxious again
and these vicious voices try and be my friend
and the more I reject them the more they come
and they torment me the more I run
I want to escape this prison that I'm in
the harder I try the less I seem to win
I'm waiting here to be saved
trying hard to make the pain fade
can't people see underneath my clothes
these things that no one ever knows
when will these tears stop falling down at night
when will the voices I hear finally put down their knife
and stop cutting my soul to pieces
because the pain inside always increases
I don't want them to kill me anymore
and make me question what I am living for
I keep waiting for the day when the voices are gone
but until then I will settle for just holding on