i thought you loved me
now i know it's not true
yet when i look in your eyes
i know i'll love only you
why do i feel this way,
when i know you'll only cast me aside,
i'll feel blue,
why do i love you?
why can't i grow up
not even tough as a dove
no hidden strength
not with this atleast
you're such a beast,
i hate you,
yet i love you.
why can't i let you go,
and move on with the show?
pack up the band,
in all of it's grand,
ways.
these days,
have been hell.
and heaven.
mixed together
as one.
why can't i be done?
with you,
it's true.
i must be insane,
to play this game.
when you,
altogether,
love another.
am I?