Am I alive?
I ask myself so many times
Throughout so many lines
Am I alive?
Or could it really be
The end of me
Am I alive?
Or am I dead
With a bullet in my head
I try not to think of what might be
A world so empty without me
The colors all around seem so real
But it’s life that I can’t seem to feel
The snow is still cold and the sun is still hot
Maybe I am alive and they are not
This could be true but I highly doubt
Tease tempted just to find out
I burn my hand but feel no pain
Maybe there is something wrong with my brain
I would call on the devil just to make a deal
So one day again I would be able to feel
Am I dead?............or am I alive?