I'm thinking...
I think that I am thinking,
but my thoughts are of things that i thought I'd never need to think of.
I'm tired thinking,
a tiredness from analysis that transmits nothing of substance to a reality that fights its way through my thoughts...
I think that I should stop thinking...
Stop wondering,
stop planning,
stop trying so hard to hold on to a flicker of absolutely nonsensical poetry...
of love...
is it passion that was sought,
and now time we have not?
I think that I've thought about the wrong things...
maybe thoughts of love are not the things that thinking should endeavour to...
thoughts of self- priorities...
I don't have much of those,
i never sought to impose...
i spend a lot of time thinking...
thinking of who i should be,
who can I be, for you...
what is required...
I am so tired...
i can't leave things without thinking...
i need to think,
to analyse,
to realise what i need to do...
what should i do?
I feel so small...
I feel so...
small.
i'm done thinking.