I Fear For The Years

I wait, still seeing today as yesterday

I sit wondering if it will always be this way

I cry because of this hunger I have inside

To die because all my mistakes they all collide

Will we take these roads ahead?

Will they run us till we’re dead?

I can’t stand to see these curves on my path

I can’t seem to react, but I won’t look back

Everything is being thrown at my face

Everyone has been standing in my place

If I walk I’ll lose my pace, so I keep moving

On and on



I choke thinking that everyone’s the same

I lie, denying it then taking the blame

I suffer for all the things I said and done

But I see my whole life has just begun

How fast will my life go?

How will know which way is home

Who will know how to help me through?

When it’s tough and I don’t know what to do

Every time I make a mistake

I get so mad and full of hate

There’s not much more I could take

Over and over



I watch, seeing my friends become undone

I stare, wondering how I feel, I have none

I continue to keep them close to me

I think of what exactly they will be

Its hard carrying feelings I didn’t know I had

It’s tiring always confused and feeling bad

Should I move away till I feel myself?

Should I step back till I return to health?

Everyday strings out and I feel so far away

But I tell my mind it will be okay

I’ll just look ahead and be on my way

On and on



I will try and soak this moment in my eyes

So I never forget how I felt

View eyesofarunner's Full Portfolio