I wait, still seeing today as yesterday
I sit wondering if it will always be this way
I cry because of this hunger I have inside
To die because all my mistakes they all collide
Will we take these roads ahead?
Will they run us till we’re dead?
I can’t stand to see these curves on my path
I can’t seem to react, but I won’t look back
Everything is being thrown at my face
Everyone has been standing in my place
If I walk I’ll lose my pace, so I keep moving
On and on
I choke thinking that everyone’s the same
I lie, denying it then taking the blame
I suffer for all the things I said and done
But I see my whole life has just begun
How fast will my life go?
How will know which way is home
Who will know how to help me through?
When it’s tough and I don’t know what to do
Every time I make a mistake
I get so mad and full of hate
There’s not much more I could take
Over and over
I watch, seeing my friends become undone
I stare, wondering how I feel, I have none
I continue to keep them close to me
I think of what exactly they will be
Its hard carrying feelings I didn’t know I had
It’s tiring always confused and feeling bad
Should I move away till I feel myself?
Should I step back till I return to health?
Everyday strings out and I feel so far away
But I tell my mind it will be okay
I’ll just look ahead and be on my way
On and on
I will try and soak this moment in my eyes
So I never forget how I felt