Its crazy i thought we would last forever
I knew for sure we'd always be together
I catch my self thinking, You'll be holding me soon
but then i remember i will will never feel that again
I hate waking up and starting my day
because you ears will never hear what my heart has to say
I still look foward to seeing your face
your kisses on my body i still remember
your kiss on my lips i can still taste
But i dont know what hurts me most
you not loving me
or me still loving you
God baby i just dont know what to do
how can you be so far away and still walk around
my mind every day
Why do i still feel your warm body,
look, and your not beside me
Your convinced that you are hurting more than i could be,
But you just stood there laughing at me!
You have doubts deep inside about
choices you've made
your trying so hard to make your feeling fade
I love you so much
no matter what you think or say
This is the last letter of rhymes to you
my first rhymes were simple and true
But now loving you was something i wish I diddnt do