"I know how it feels to be there in that place
I have been there quite often,
but in me it comes out more as rage than depression,
still the rage stems from depression to hide it from others who don't understand.
I still feel this same rage in my heart everyday,
and I am trying to defeat it.
Yet this is not a task I can take on alone.
I will fail, but then, when I admit my failures, I am saved, but I don't need to preach to you...
you know the truth in your heart.
I think you just gotta find it dude.
I love ya man."
I have been there before...
to that place with the closed door.
Right in my face...
It seems there's nothing I can do to win this race.
Why can't I defeat you?
Don't you know I fight with truth?
Is it just me,
or do I always have to be blind to see...
this rage within me?!
I can't take it no I can't stand it anymore!
I come to you,
but it feels like I'm just knocking on an empty door!
Nothing here to stop me...
No, there's no one around
I hurt myself now I can't see...
the open door standing before me!
Because of this rage within me?!
I can't take it no I can't stand it anymore!
I come to you,
but it feels like I'm just knocking on an empty door!
Can't you feel it now?!
I'm at my breaking point,
and I just can't get myself out!
Please come and save me!
Please come in and remove all of the doubt!
Defeat this rage within me!
I couldn't take it no I could not stand it anymore!
I came to you,
and it feels like I'm just opening a brand new door!
Oh thank you Lord...