In My Head (What's Going On?)

I see this world in a whole new light

with you walking right by my side.

Still, I don't get what's right,

and I don't have the energy to fight.



Why did you have to hurt me?

I'm still picking my soul up piece by piece.

I could just sit here and lie in my pain,

but what would that do? What would I gain?



What's going on?!!

Why are you still in my head?!

I can't stand it anymore!!!

It was you who chose to close that door!



I still don't understand

why you did what you did.

Now I barely even feel like a man

because you just ran away and hid!!!



What's going on?!!

Why the hell are you in my head?!

I can't stand it anymore!!!

It was you who chose to close that door!



Leave from me, get out of here!!

I want nothing to do with you my dear.

You took my heart and smashed it on the floor,

so now you can turn around and walk out that door!!!



What's going on?!!

Why are you still in my head?!

I can't take this anymore!!!

It was you who chose to close that door!

It was you that chose to break my soul,

but you couldn't do it because I'm not the me of old!!!



Forgiveness is in my mind for you,

but I'll never forget what you chose to do.

In that hand you held my heart

until you chose to smash it part by part.

So this is my song of hurt to you!!!



What's going on?!!

Why the hell are you in my head?!

I can't stand it anymore!!!

It was you who chose to close that door!



What's going on?!

I don't want you in my head!!!

You're not welcome anymore!

Just walk away, out that door, just like before...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This I wrote with an ex of mine in mind...she will know who she is if she reads it...thats all that is important aside from I want her to know that regardless of how bad she hurt me...I forgive her...

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