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What the Hell?
So many emotions flood my soul
I can't begin to reason or to know
What the hell is happening or why things go like they do
Damnit I need help too.
I pray to you Lord, almost every night
what's my place in this fucked up life?
I'm so tired right now, too numb to feel
any emotions, what the hell's the deal?
Things go right sometimes, but Im not content
with being average, God I need to vent.
I'm so sick of hurting my loved ones
one of these days they'll all be gone.
I know you'll stay with me, by my side
ready to go on this fucked up ride.
what the hell can I do Lord?
Right now I'm fucked up to the core.
Pulling my hair out seems good to do
or maybe banging my head against a wall
I get so frustrated walking with you
I'm so close to just being done with it all.
I'm at my limit about to break
and it's this world that I hate.
I want to be with you, don't deny me,
Damnit, just make me blind so I can see.
I hate this drama, especially the wait.
Can this life come with anymore red tape?
I'm writing this as a solice for my soul,
but for once it ain't working...think I'll just go...
