What If?

What if I was gone tomorrow?

What if I just disappeared?

What if the burden was too heavy?

What if i gave in to my fears?

 

Would you feel the sorrow

that I've held inside?

Would you understand

all of the reasons why?

If I could just disappear right now...

Would you come and find me somehow?

 

What if i was gone tomorrow?

What if I left this place?

What if I just couldn't take anymore?

What if I lost the race?

 

Would you feel the sorrow

that I've held inside?

Would you understand

all of the reasons why?

If I could just disappear right now...

Would you come and find me somehow?

 

I don't want to be gone,

but I can't just stay where I am!

I wanted to be the one,

but now I am just another man!

There's nothing inside. It's all gone.

Emptiness is it where I am!

 

What if I was gone forever...

 

What if I was gone tomorrow?

What if I am what you lack?

What if it was too late?

What if I came back?

 

Would you feel the sorrow

that I've held inside?

Would you understand

all of the reasons why?

If I could just disappear right now...

Would you come and find me somehow?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just writing to work through shit. I'm in a darker place than I'd prefer to be, but by the grace of God i will get to the light. I will not give up ever.

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Khaleesi's picture

I can really relate to this,

I can really relate to this, it is way too often that one feels there is no way out :( 

exthias1983's picture

There is always a way out

There is always a way out though. Even if it's reading the poetry of some random person you've never met. All you have to do to find the way out is believe, and look. The easy way out is never the answer.