The brokenness starts
not with a suddenness, but with a subtle move.
I don't have a heart.
It's been smashed in to pieces. It's no longer in me...
So it's time for me to leave...
and fade away because i can't take another goodbye.
I hope that it's not, but everyone else has lied.
You wouldn't believe
just how broken I've become. Now i don't want anyone.
I'm holding my soul.
It's been ripped out and torn up, and left here for the Son.
So I'll make myself gone...
I'll fade away because i can't take another goodbye.
I hope that it's not, but everyone else has lied.
I want so bad to just be alive,
but what is the point without sharing a life?
Don't worry about me. I'll figure it out.
I'm not giving up. I'll live somehow.
At the end of my rope is where I begin to find
that I'm more than what I thought I was all this time.
At the end of my grief is where I find a way...
to get up again... I'll find another day...
I won't fade away because I believe that it's not goodbye.
I hope that it's not, but everyone else has lied.
I want to hope that it's different this time.
A friendship like this is once in a lifetime...
Like
Smoke from a cigarette...our love since the day we met is fading away - Temptations
.
Well love is love and not fade away - Stones
.
~A~