Looking at my reflection, I feel myself cringe
I haven't a clue who I've truely become, really
I try to hold myself together, keep the spark lit
But I can't help when it comes to how I'm feeling.
Such a dull shade of blue I can see,
You're losing your only beauty.
Understand me when I say this, please
I do everything for a simple and clear reason...
I stand firmly, I've learned so damned much
I can put on the mask for you, and not give a fuck.
I fall down simply, I've been through the worse of it all,
And I try to climb higher and higher, but I always fall.
Understand me, I'm not really worth it.
I know, I'm more fucked up from a distance.
This poem daunts insecurity from a beautiful person. I love the wording, the eloquence of what you have to say, truly beautiful. But you are worth it. In every way.