I can't seem to understand and regulate
The feeling clawing desprately at my brain
I'm so sick of the tension, the build up pain
I never thought, once, thing's would turn out this way.
Building up my barriers, hiding myself
Never speaking a complaint, never asking for help
Pushing others away, isolating myself from the world
Shouting distance cries that will never be heard.
I was never one to care what others saw in me
I usually hide myself from the crowd so easily
Lately, I've wondered who this monster is I see
Who's constantly taunting me, starring back at me
[With such utter and complete malice and glee.]
I look forward and my site is lost
My worlds amounting to complete chaos
Biting my tongue, in need of vengence
The perfect image of a profound resistance.
I love this one. You can definitely turn it into song.. or were you already thinking that? I love the verses and the rhythm. Especially the last stanze with, "lost, chaos, vengeance, resistance." It's the perfect rhythm for a song. Keep up the amazing work, dear. It's truly amazing.