Don't you get tired of your idiotic mistakes?
Don't you see the frustration it all makes?
I see my faults day after day,
Each time I say,
I will change.
And then I fail yet again,
And I beat myself up thinking about how stupid I've been.
I am too weak for this.
It's a near hit, but always a miss.
Slowly this place kills me inside.
I arrived with a smile upon my face,
But by day two, it was removed with a swift pace.
I see them look at me,
They think this isn't where I should be.
I don't belong.
These days are rough.
I'm not good enough.