Fallen Confidence

I knew it was wrong,

But I just couldn't pull myself to be strong.

I called her terrified.

And asked for her help completely mortified.

They called me saying it was okay.

I just had to pull myself together either way.

I told him I was homeward bound.

And he agreed without a sound.

Worried we headed for the car,

My mind seeming to be watching from a distant far.

The mistake in turning the wrong way,

Made all confidence fall astray.

My thoughts were gumbled.

And I was far from humbled.

A moment pasted where i feared for my own life.

But we finally made it home leaving behind some strife.

A night like this had never gone past.

And I hope this will be the first and last.

Never do i wish to feel,

As stupid as I did today in real.

And now the only thing I can say,

Is I'm Sorry. Please Take It Back. Take It Away!

-Exkai Jade Satiro-Synonym Of Depression-

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