Confusing

My life is so confusing I feel so empty inside its like someone cut me open and drained all my feelings. My life seems like it would be better off without me, I feel so helpless. I feel like I am bothering everyone. It?s like I?m doing some thing wrong and no one is telling me. It is all very confusing I just don?t understand all I do is what I?m told I don?t break rules yet it seems I am doing every thing wrong. Life is just not the same since you two divorced. Now I cut, now I cry, now I just want to scream. I always want to sleep, ha, sleeping is a funny concept I can never sleep, doctors say I?m depressed, what do they know? I say it?s all my parents fault. They would scream, and fight but I guess they never realized I could hear it ALL. I guess life is just that way. There is no answer inside that would not confuse me.



By: Nicole Torres

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i was really confused and suicidal when i wrote this one

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