Solitary confinement,
banging on the walls
Back and Forth like a ping
pong ball
Its a mental purgatory
that's hard to escape
Sometimes it feels like rape;
tormented by the past and the future
Confined to the head,
wishing I was dead
A prelude to hell:
100 miles per hour of total nonstop mental anguish
No rest awake
or asleep
Overdriven,
too many miles on the engine
No rest,
no peace
No numbing
with alcohol
(With wine)
Trying to be strong and overcome;
I pray but feel ashamed of myself
A sinner,
I just want to be free
Of this prison
that I have created in my mind
I am not edified;
every sin is a needle
Every memory is a bane
to my existence