God you are
the ultimate
philosopher
and law
Everything you say
is true;
you are the truth
I am a disgrace to you;
I struggle to do what you
want me to
I struggle with the flesh,
I struggle with my lust
I am confused Oh lord
There is hate in my heart,
deep hatred
I try to justify it but
I know its wrong
Oh god,
I seek guidance from you
How should I think
and how should I feel?
Fill me with your wisdom
and infinite knowledge
My heart is convicted
with guilt
I seek forgiveness from you
I am in a low place
and need your help
Oh god,
I am thankeful for your blessing
and honor your son
Jesus Christ who died for me
In Jesus name,
Amen