Satanic
addiction,
debauchery
ruins my corpse
Sin
bleeds out of
my veins
painting the flesh
in shame
A distracted mind
clouded in darkness,
nihillistic hopelessness
A world consumed by fire,
coping is difficult when you are
aware of your own lack of control
To beast or not to beast that is the question,
engaging in your own vain desires,
which only lead to your dissatisfaction
Outcast of society,
no friend, no foe
but yourself
Waging this internal war
two armies,
one body
Devil and angel,
utter contradiction
of soul
Whose side i'm on
I don't know
Black and white,
sun and moon,
belly of the beast
No hope of escape,
pulled into the black hole,
Jonah makes his home in the whale
Rotting inside,
slowly digested,
A cannibalized mind,