You vanished from my life without
a trace
and poof!!!!!
you were gone like magic
And I was left to pick up the pieces
on my own
to reconstruct an already fragile life
ITs a familiar pattern of dissapointment
that happens to me
Being in love and getting crushed by the weight
of chance
to have misunderstandings get in the way
of clarity
to be left alone in bewilderment
to have to start over again and again
when I don't feel like it,
when I myself would rather just vanish
permanently into thin air
never to be heard or seen from again