Judas am I him?
did I crucify myself?
Did I lie when I told the truth?
Did I hide behind morality?
I killed what was poison,
the teacher was wrong,
I accepted my fait in hell,
to do evil was my good,
The judgment does not matter,
I am already judged before,
fated to burn in front of god,
I was only myself, to be other
would have been worse then
killing god.
because the self is god,
Man is his own maker
and his own betrayer.