If only once you would listen to what im saying vs just hearing words and defining them as you see fit.

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*Alone*

Another night of a narrow path of silence. Walls close in on me as I choke on my own breath. I breathe in hopelessly, in hopes to revive & some how come to life. My heart thumps, pounds hard forcing me to listen...listen..listen closely and maybe you'd be able to hear it too, "I love you".
"I love you" is whispered by a shadow. Is it friend or foe?
My mind shuts down at the strike of 12'everyday as you would say.."what's today?"
As time passes...for every second apart is a second we missed. For everynight we miss.. I lost a kiss.
And when I simply need you to listen.... to something as simple as "I love you" as my eyes glisten. these are the reasons I stay, until the my last dying day.
Have you ever been stuck between a rock and a wall? In a prison full of pain tears & destruction... to my knees I fall, praying.."why cant I not call?".
Stuck in this lonely place. With these narrow walls choking on my own breath, without heist. Only Your kiss can bring me back to life. Yet my heart been silenced from those simple amazing sounds. As if my heart been cut out with a knife.
The ticking the thumping the pounding in my breast. Silenced, by you. You read these words and yet have no idea what they mean. Yet you see theses words...and yet they aren't seen.
I wonder why are you reading if you arent listening or understanding what I am saying. Am I wasting time waiting....falling apart, decaying.
I wait and wait.. for you to get it but you take what you want from my words, not jumping any heards. Understanding nothing yet reading something.. take what you want from this. Simply leave me a kiss. Choose and leave the rest, but "I love you" says it Best. To you these are empty words with no meaning. So its useless to define something when you have no feeling.
My "I love you" has been devalued.