i wish

i blame myself for not letting you in

though what i did wasnt really a sin

i fought away lust and through hunger and strife

just so that you could be in my life

but ive had it worse as anyone can see

and when you are with me they see you and look right through me.

i wish that i could let you stay

and i wish that you were here today

but you are arrogant and snotty and stuff

i tried but i couldnt- i just couldnt bluff

you lied and you cheated right straight to my face

and now i dont trust you here, there or anyplace

this is your punishment, and i know its not bad

but i loved your being with all that i had

you pushed me away, so far from you then

and now i might never love you again.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

i swear.. its not about anyone i know.

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