love is like the acid rain
eating through my fingers
i try and try and try in vain
to catch it as it lingers
in the air it swollows me
taking me away
leaving a hole where my heart should be
and my brain doesnt know what to say
living yet dying in a cold rush of fire
i love him, but hate him
hes my fear and my desire
to live with out him,
it doesnt feel right
i try to take my mind away
but i think of him all night
no one knows who i speak of,
no one but myself
i live my life like puppetwork
or as a doll set on the shelf
leave my mind at rest, i pray
at least right here and now
and this will be my plea to you,
or at least just show me how.