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I'm still alive after so much has happened

I'm still alive after cutting myself to the bone

I'm still alive after trying to flip my car

I'm still alive after flying off the jet ski and hitting the water @ 45 mph

I'm still alive after I drank that poison

I'm still alive after blacking out while driving

I'm still alive after I stop breathing that nite

I'm still alive after I tried to burn the house down

I'm still alive after breaking up with you

I'm still alive after knowing that I hurt you

I'm still alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For what!?

I don't deserve to be alive

I don't want to be alive

But I'm still alive

And it kills me that those who went meant so much that I can still stand and say that I'm not one of the ones that is dead

I just wanted to slip away into the darkness

No one will ever know that I was here or even existed

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last updated 11 October 2010 - 3:55pm
©16 September 2004 - 8:01am — eternal_crow_un...
16 September 2004 - 11:26pm — Karole Johnson (not verified)
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will... omg... i read this and began to cry... i seriously hope that all those things you said weren't true... i pray that its not tru... and after you said that thing about *hold on* im really beginning to worry about you... sweetie, i seriously do love you and i dont kno what i would do if something were to happen to you... *makin me cry again*... if ever you need ANYTHING... whether its someone to talk to or to yell at... or ANYTHING i am here for you sweetie... TE AMO!!