I'm tired of half truths and broken dreams
Two bit hustlers and their under-handed schemes
It seems there's no escape from the nightmare
I've got a mind filled with hate and a spirit that does not care
And no it ain't fair,but it's all I got left
And my rage keeps growing with every single breath
It's the death of a vision,the suffacation of the soul
I just wish someone would listen in this world so cold
It's hard to keep hold of anything close to sanity
I got my vision twisted in a realality of profanity
Or can it be That I've been cursed since birth
Ain't no one understanding me and damn it hurts
What's it all worth if I can never find peace
Must I do dirt to survive in these streets
Can't the pain cease if for only a second
I've paid for my mistakes,I've learned my lesson
But still I'm stressin over mistakes of the past
So still I wonder how much longer will this last
Because I'm falling fast, and begging God for a hand
I'm to tired to keep on fighting, to weak to make a stand
Still here I am, trying to stay above water
But even the strong grow weary, and every day it gets harder
To keep my head up and try to belive
That there's something greater in this life I was ment to acheive
this life in the throws, you know- it all goes