For Me

The message wraped and torn,

Faded and bloody being,

This heaven I see,

Just out of my reach,

Assemble my strength,

Focus and release,

As you eclipse me,

So far behind the real me,



As rumors spread,

The disruption of friendship,

I am sacrifice,

Stay alive in me,

Getting too close,

Run away, you'll be ok!



Just trust me to hold you,

Then I'll turn and walk away,

Floating on my clouds of grey,

Wars of spheres in my head,

Trapped again in my own misery,

Folding my hand as usual,

Unable to control my own fate,

I am sacrifice,

The crutch you seek to better yourself,

Epitamy of low self-esteem,

In this bullshit life,



I forever am your shadow,

To veil your eyes from pain and sorrow,

Yet, I am no hero,

I push everything away,

Turning away from my life,

Running away from those I hold dear,

Seperate the truth from fate,

Running a ground once again,

Eclipse me from your sun,



I hate you,

I need you,

The binary relationship,

This feeling I've always known,

Unable to turn away from this,

Within myself,

Upon my cross,

Eclipse me from your love.

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