Running away from me,
Taking my heart with you,
As this rain never seems to stop,
This darkened cloud that stalks me,
I'm sorry I'm the way I am,
I try to hide it from you,
Yet I cannot let it go,
I'm sorry I'm not the man you want,
I strive to be better than I am,
Trapped in my unflinching personality,
Why do I have to be this way?
It hurts to be this alone,
I never meant to be what I am,
I am lost in my own mind,
I never meant to make you run away,
I am eternally lost within myself,
So many things I should've told you,
Never able to make the words I wanted to,
Time slowly slides by,
As these days bleed together,
Looking in the mirror in horror,
So ugly on the inside and out,
I'm sorry I am the way I am,
I never wanted to be this cold.