It's hard see when you are blinded,
By your desires, that you rather bleed,
Then be without one's love,
Missing all the joys I once ignored,
Wanting nothing more than to hold,
Cherishing the memories I once had,
Forgetting my past to forget my pain,
Losing all the people I hold dear,
Dissappearing or ignoring,
Never knowing what's next for me,
Burning the flesh to calm my nerves,
Causing only stares and worries,
Regretting my actions in life,
No one understanding that I must live with my mistakes,
Haunting me over my shoulder,
Taunting me to no end in sight,
Wanting release from my sins,
As I become hollow and cold.
I felt this poem. It was deep. Going going :)
LaRae