End

Breaking away,

Bleeding too much,

My clothes stained with my essence,

Drowning in my own life,



I try to use myself,

Feeling nothing but pain,

I try to break myself,

Wanting to fall from this place,

I try to destroy myself,

My face is going blue,

I try to hurt myself,

Letting the blood flow from my wrists,



I never saw this happening,

I'll never be the same,

Wondering how to change,

Is it already too late?



I'll never see tomorrow,

Or my family again,

Causing hurt to all of those,

Left behind in wait,



I'll never be a man,

I'll never make amends,

I'll never see the light of day,

Only my inner fears,



I'll never see my love,

Or hold her while in pain,

I'll never be able touch again,

Nor will I feel her warmth,



I'll never be able to kiss again,

Or tell her how I feel,

I'll never have a family,

Or teach my kids from wrong to right,



Looking over this endless edge,

I'll never be all right,

This is how it has to end,

I'll never be able to fix my own mistakes,



I've been falling for all eternity,

And it's a long way down,

So I jump from my perch,

And feel the wind on my face,



Crying out loud,

To let the world here,

I am weak and stupid,

I never saw it coming,



Begging for forgiveness,

I fall to my end.

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