How can this happen
After so very long
It hurts so much inside
I long to be in the past
But, Here I am
Stuck in this moment
Which seems to be forever
I need to get out
Promises have been broken
I have been betrayed successfully
By the people who seemed important
And loved me so much
They only care about themselves
I try not to care about myself
I do a good job at this
But them....them
They shove it right into your face
Like a boulder would hit you
It left a mark
A big mark
I shed one tear
Then I become angry and say screw this
It's not big deal
It's there problem, not mine
I've decided to stay away
Become my own antisocial human
By staying out of this sick world
And making it my way
Now it's time that I start thinking
For myself and about myself
Because I am me
And I'm here to take care of me.
VERY TRUE!!!!! go erica